Showing posts with label Loki. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Loki. Show all posts

A Quick Update

As the title says, this will just be quick. I will be leaving for Korea on the 19th of this month. Yeah. Excited, but nervous all at the same time. Understandable, right? I'll be in Seoul- Gangseo to be more specific. Anyone around that area should hit me up.

I'm not allowed to bring Loki. I'm honestly completely heartbroken about that. When I went out to feed her a couple days ago, I have to admit, I broke down and cried for awhile. I hate crying. I hate having people know when I cry. But this is something that makes me sad, so if you want to make fun, I'll beat you up. So there.

Sigh....

It has been awhile. For this I most profusely apologize. For some reason, I can't seem to drum up any desire to post anything lately.

Started a new job. The most I can say about it is that it's a job. Just a way to earn money. I really can't say that I enjoy it, because that would most definitely be a lie.

I decided that if nothing is done or heard on the Korea front by the end of June, I'm just going to find a place to rent here. Not the most exciting idea, but I have to live, and not put my life on hold any longer. I need to get away from my parents' house. I need to have a place that is just mine. Well, and Loki's, of course.

It has been raining every day for the past three or four days here in Enid. This makes me happy, naturally. Today I opened the huge window in my bedroom, sat at my desk(my desk is right in front of my window. helps to have it there when I'm drawing or painting), and just gazed out upon the world. The rain made the whole scene green-tinted. It was quite picturesque, let me tell you. I mean, it was hard to ignore all the other houses, and my dad's truck, but I did my best. There's nothing like the smell of the air when it rains. The combination of moist earth and water makes the cool air something to be savored.

I'm Late on This, but it Will Be Ok....

My New Year's Resolutions:

1. Actually write on this thing at least once a week.

2. Finally make it to South Korea.

3. Eat way healthier.

4. Get in shape.

5. By managing 3 & 4, go down at least two or three sizes.

6. Bring Loki Ursa to Korea with me.

7. Learn to be even more independent.

8. Learn to get my projects done ahead of time- and not put them off until the last minute and read a book instead.

9. Be confident in my job.

10. Pay off my credit cards.

11. Pay off my student loans.

12. Travel.

13. Make wherever I end up living a comfortable home.

14. Start painting again (I miss it).

15. Learn to be happy with myself, and not constantly be searching for happiness in others.

My Baby




If I do end up going to Korea, this big girl is coming with me. I couldn't just leave her behind. I know it will be hard to be in a new country with a pet. I know there are things that I won't be able to do, but how do you abandon a face like that? Loki is pretty much the most important thing in my life. You don't leave your child behind.