apology

(this is my "i'm sorry, i'm pathetic" face...)

so i really do apologize for the lack of anything resembling a post lately. moving to a new country, and dealing with lots of (unnamed) shit means sometimes keeping up with a blog is forgotten. from now on, i'll attempt to try harder.

I'm Late on This, but it Will Be Ok....

My New Year's Resolutions:

1. Actually write on this thing at least once a week.

2. Finally make it to South Korea.

3. Eat way healthier.

4. Get in shape.

5. By managing 3 & 4, go down at least two or three sizes.

6. Bring Loki Ursa to Korea with me.

7. Learn to be even more independent.

8. Learn to get my projects done ahead of time- and not put them off until the last minute and read a book instead.

9. Be confident in my job.

10. Pay off my credit cards.

11. Pay off my student loans.

12. Travel.

13. Make wherever I end up living a comfortable home.

14. Start painting again (I miss it).

15. Learn to be happy with myself, and not constantly be searching for happiness in others.

Brains and Rain

So, I realize that the title of my blog might be a little misleading. It makes it sound as if there is just so incredibly much going on in my life. Now, this is true a lot of times. If there isn't a lot going on around me, it usually means there's a lot going on in my head. Heads hold many thoughts, you know. Or, at least mine does.

However, not much is really happening in my life right now. It's really just me graduating college and waiting around to see if this whole ROK thing actually pans out. I wish I knew if it was going to or not. If I'm going to be around for a lot longer, I really need to go out and get a job for a few months. Have to have a way to pay the bills. However, I don't really want to if I'm just going to leave in a month or two.

Ugh! So frustrated right now. I think I just need to hear something definite, you know? Some little scrap of solid information, at least?