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pros and cons of staying another year:

pros...
1. more money saved (bills, a car for when i get back)
2. i wouldn't be in oklahoma
3. i would get to stay with the kids i love
4. i would have a job, which is something i can't guarantee when i get back
5. i like how i can go to stores which would take me over an hour to get to back home and here, they aren't that far away

cons...
1. i'm homesick, even though i hate oklahoma
2. shopping for my size is easier at home
3. i would have to be around the kids i have trouble with
4. i miss my puppy
5. i dislike not being able to get in my car and just start driving
6.i hate not understanding stuff that is being said around me (i know, i could learn korean, but that could take YEARS)
7. i hate the city. i miss how nature, even a backyard, was never far away in oklahoma
8. i'm lonely. like "i can feel it in my bones" kind of lonely


so? any suggestions? i know what i'll probably do, but any input would be appreciated.